To be apart of something bigger than yourself you need to adapt. To stick with what has caused you mental anguish will continue to do so. To aid in your (my) development you (i) have to inject yourself into society. This will make you a part of something larger than yourself. We are a cog in a larger wheel that has to spin to keep us as a society afloat. For the benefit of yourself and your counterparts attempt (on your own means), to put yourself out there. Step outside of your comfort zone and put yourself out there. You (i) will fail. I have failed more times than I have succeeded, and you may as well. Resilience learned through this process will stick with you for life and will make you stronger. Live, laugh, love – at yourself, with your friends, and with society as a whole.